Simple World

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2008-06-30T16:29:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-29T14:07:00.000+08:00

Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard

watched the proverbial sunrise.

so guess laughter's C is back, heyyo(:
we get to played games &yes chineseeee.
i've just realised i didnt know whats left&right when translated in chinese,
how dumb this could be, haha alright im not(:

anywy it seems like i've lost interest of bloggin.
well not so since i didnt know what to post bout' .

yellowcards &relient k songs were great(:

tiny weeny lil things

2008-06-21T12:20:00.003+08:00

im getting so bored.
my hair is getting so much longer than before i want a haircutttttt.
i seriously cant take it since my hair is being so thick.
new clothes&a new hairstyle thats what i needa.

alright so had cruise durin that thurs.
&i didnt know it sucks alot, getting piss off with dad too.
been yawning umpteen times, black eyes bag uhh.
ohohh took a pic of a nice sunset &it reminds me of B&me taking pics too:D
ohman didnt get to upload yet, well perhelps someday then(:

anywy i've kinda been lookin forward to mon since i get to meet B,
and it means a yahooo sign hahaha:D
sigh hate my habit of procrastinating): cant even had campfire with B too.
been planning of dates&days with B &jem.
okay i cant find the photos where dad keeps, how annoyin',
nostalgia feelings that i've got too.

i miss my b'love!(:

if only it stops

2008-06-18T11:08:00.001+08:00

okayyy being in my office again, im seriously tired of working la.

but i wanna thanks my B whom always acc me to work every morning(:
making me lookin foward to everyday of it, cause i have herherher(:
anywy 11.11 coming! heyyo never ever miss it.

cruise tmr, which isnt a good thing when it deprives me from seein' my baby.
esp when it comes having heartaches.

ima happy kid:D
i've someone that i've love so much, always being here for me too(:

as humans can see, this post is filled with my dear girl(:

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2008-06-13T10:46:00.003+08:00

okay so the day before yst, my dad almost couldnt live, how scary could that be.
an asxma attack which was so sudden, of course i know how it felt since i had encounter those before.

yst, class outing which was held at siloso beach @sentosa,
was kinda alright since we had kaya-king& volleyball.
was suppose to have drinkings but didnt, maybe cause im afraid of being drunk haha.
and tell me how weird will that be to have some drunker at t beach uh.
okay i rlly think kayaking was fun:D even though seasick took place.
back to harbourfront, met family had pasta, homed.

i brought secrets!:D even though its a 2007 movie.
showed a girl went back to time, love at first sight.
piano songs were great.
okay i wanna buy sky of love.

alright back in office again right now,
shall end it right here.

days are back

2008-06-09T10:25:00.002+08:00

okay guess its been kinda long since i've update my blog? haha.

alright im finally back into my god-mum office, today.
days are back, haha. anywy im reall feelin' kinda sleepy, yet again :/
B just acc me to work &now shes in bugis, ohman im really getting worried bout her,
b's having a stomachpain &it hurts me too):

anywy, i shall update bout fri's (g.r.e.a.t) day:D
had another date with B(;
lunch @ikea &foods were great, yesyess theres my b whatt(:
TM, none of the movies that we wanna watch,
bugis for movies, yet none again, ice-cream with my b:D
clarkquey, riverside for photos &a look of bungee jump,
was deciding where to go &ended up at ps, cottonon for clothes.
dinner @compass with b, yesss sushis,esp when it comes with the same 2 sushi uh(:
-winks.
ohohh, watch sunsets together &sunshines were nice:)
had swings &i've acted like a kid,
photos were taken everywhere:)
busstop next; unseperable, yet again.
hello b, imu.

ohgod i feel so sleepy. anywy theres my b's sms:D:D:D

you

2008-06-06T03:17:00.002+08:00

if your sky is grey oh let me know
oh just call me and i'll make your day
when the nights are getting cold and blue
when the days are getting hard for you
i will always be by your side
i promise you, i'll never hide

lay my loves on you

2008-06-04T15:35:00.000+08:00

im bored, so bored and its bored being so bored.

i think xtension are cool, esp red yoxzx.
im going for it, only if mum agree.
ohgossh im so bored, im being bored of everything.
anywy, i seriously needa get a haircut, yes once again.
working days ahead.

audi period(:

2008-06-01T11:56:00.000+08:00

audi period againnn(:
heyyo ohmy its been a v long time since i met meibe, ohgosh familiar face thought i've seen her somewhere before in bunk haha, anywy wheres t twins uh!(:

i've realized someone has own my book for a year! whom lived behind my block,
uhhuh, hahaha. reminds me of how everyone looks when they forgotten bout this, hilarious stuffs just keep happening(: omg okay this post gaves me those nostalgia feelins again, haha.
alright hello jem(:
anywy, B's having tuiton now, letmeletme be her books(:

the truth&the lies

B's dates

2008-05-31T02:11:00.006+08:00

my date with my lil' lovely B:D

vivo&harbourfront for pastaaaa, cheesy hotdogs &creamy chickens(:
bugis next, never letting go(:
bus to clarkquay instead we got lost, haha but its alright as long as i've b(:
shots with B everywhere we go, super coooool:D
trained back to compass &we had a great time laughin' at some things! haha:D
baby then acc me home, ohgossh unseperableee, yess.

you'll always be a part of me
time cant erase a feelin' this strong
no way you're ever gonna shake me
cause you'll always be my baby

Always Be My Baby (Studio) - David Cook

special moment special times

2008-05-30T02:13:00.001+08:00

someone must be insane to blog so late while she have taken her medicine.
hahaha yeah thats me(: omgzxz but i really cant help it, tdy was a g.r.e.a.t day:D

Because You Live - Jesse McCartney

Because you live theres a reason why
i carry on when i lose a fight
i want to give what you've given me always

i wanna fly, lookin in your eyes.

babygirl

2008-05-27T17:25:00.000+08:00

alright im gonna update bout sun&mon&tdy:)

so everyone had kinda a cool time spending times @mrswongchalet, kinda humid though.
seriously i really had a hard time taking in/out my shoes it really annoyed the shit outta me uh.
worse part was my shoe was being thrown in t pool, yablabla had to walk with both feet way out, pathetic me uh):
stargazing was sure great, i've realized 3 stars are always together(:
anywy, mum was cool to treat hl ym sl sushi!(: but most of all lovely B still the coolest(:
horror shows next, drinkin&playing. &idkw sl&ym are doing the poses of me sleepin, haha whatthehell.

mon;
heyyo i had a great time, baby could read my mind!(:
late night chats are sure great, with babyloves:D

today;
rainrain, im colddd, my sunshine warms me up(:
lovely B's call(:

alright im gonna take my 2nd nap!
video sms right ahead(:
and i think i've kinda lost interest of bloggin uh,
alright hope not.

the darkest fear, your always with me
and i'll be with you through every single moment
right now and then till forever
your my world girl
its just too hard for me to breathe without you

knock it hard

2008-05-24T02:47:00.002+08:00

oh golly ptm tdy, my results totally killed my mood):
its not fluctuating anymore, its been deproving so badly this year.
nobody's fault, i didnt get to study well still.
homed, someone's being a pig, yeah thats me.
baby's call, someone voices are just so adorable it makes me smiles madly(:

nights, dad ruined it all, hes so mean by letting me waited for 2 whole freakin hours.
trembling hands, knuckles hurting, emotions unstable.
anywy, baby still never fails to make me smiles.
iloveyouB, your the one whom i lives for(:
istillhatedad>:(
andd seriously i needa get a diet.
someones growing an heavy apple, haha.

i hurt my knuckles so badly, the pain didnt seem to go away.
silly me, still.

happy fifth month;

still my only loves whom complete my lifes.
up&down sometimes,
we'll make it through, i'll be there through it all.

mend my life

2008-05-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

i did another silly things today.

didnt get to uploaded the photos for tdy dance's and anywy i've hurt everywhere.
but it seems like the pain didnt killed me for long, i beared with it i guess .
got home, and then dad's being unreasonable): i detest it.
he prolly thought my friends gonna influenced me he could just shut his craps out.
and nobodys listening, yes thats me.
its PTM tmr, awgosh dad's looks:/

i cant seem to sleep, i wanna meet baby terribly .

tonight shall be a cold night,
somebody's warm, somebody's loves,
is with me.

those reason we had

2008-05-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

thrill rides are so coool, i want this againn:)

heyyo ima happy kid i get to buy my skinnies ltr, like finally!(:

tssk my phone's not being topup, i could barely survive without sms babyyy.

okay mum took the psp): awgod seriously psp period makes me high i needit freakin badlyy.

if only theres 2! but seriously i needa laptop, sis is getting on my nerves, so is my dad uh.

alright shall'nt elaborate too much bout yst, somtimes somethings reall got me no life.

-mum's temple, market's for 12345 times! not worth it since i didnt get my 2ndtopupcard.

-baby's call, yahoooo:D

-tolerated no more by the lil'nephew, the high skills of her hitting huh.

-i was sleepin unpeacefully when mum went in the karoake room.

im hungry, so hungry, -growlssss, opps:/

and tonight it'll be kept in a box in my heart in my mind

believe it.

2008-05-16T23:21:00.000+08:00

alright another 2nd post for tdy since sis chase me awayyy.

was taking a nap &i've had a dream, i dreamt bout G:D
ohgosh someone woke me up&off the damn air-con, freakin annoyed the shit outta me);
if it takes me forever to these dreams, nights gonna be great for me(:
awgosh okayy i've had too much backspin which cause me severe backaches,
seriously think i look retarted while doing this but it takes me wanna learn more, hahaha.
my legs hurts alot, i could hardly walk faster for noww):

yahooo late night talks:D

it makes perfect times

2008-05-16T19:18:00.002+08:00

so its been kinda long since i've update on my bloggg.

great days ahead, someone's with me:D
im happy i get to pass EBS,
im sad i get to fail 2 subjects,
im soso glad things are back as normal&fine(:

sushi2x for me tdy(:
both sushi are great since someone bought it uhh(;
evan road for that sports thing, neither nor a player or umplire,
things i wanna do was bb, funfun.

I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.

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2008-05-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

i've realised i've hurt my shoulder&knees real badly after a v bad crash on that wall last 2 days >:(
i seriously hate my brusies alotlottt.

yst&today, it just made me realise somethin'.
had my cpapapers tdy and i've had 2 terrible nightmares:(

&i'll be strong,
we'll make it through.

oh babyyy

2008-05-04T23:52:00.006+08:00

ohhh im so thirsty i wanna drink some v v cold drinks:D
eh but cough totally sucks okay):

i've been feelin' real drowsy for these 123 days &the cause shall be the medicine.
so i've been sleepin like a pig &guess i've got no life at all since my lifestyle was eat drink play, hahaha.
audi period for a while &im v annoyed without getting my license when the word goes ultra yellow alr >:( anywy its been long since i saw twins&JEM.
urghh outings with JEM soon please, ohgolly how many months alr hahaha.

okay its 12.11 now, promises shall not be broken(:

lying on my bed tonight
warm of loves that i've felt
full of smiles that i've saw

heyy i need you like how i needed you right now girl:D

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2008-05-02T17:51:00.002+08:00

heyyyo, omgzxz pills are making me freakin drowsy, i do need a nap pleaseee.

taken art papers &it totally sucks, sore throat is seriously killin' my patience of drawin.
i couldnt sleep think draw well, freakin'shit.

compass&met baby:D
she totally made my day, i could just smile million times just for her, yesss.
ilovehercamera, eh but ilovehermore(:
lunch @foodcourt, some groups of bitches made us maddd.
ohman get a life please, i wish i could be mean to dig out your eyes&blast hotwaters down your faces, those meany mean eyes of yours uh.

homed&visited a doc, think im going ill any moment):
nono i still wanna be strong&take care her(:

omfg my voicesss):
i dont wanna talk to anybody in this state):
9 cups of waters per day :/
k i seriously need a nap, im feelin' weak.

2008-05-01T23:10:00.003+08:00

please make my wish fulfil.

no matter what it takes and how bad times seems to be i'll still be there to loves you.
i thought i could post something that could make you happy but i've broke your promise & didnt bring back your smiles):
i hate myself a lot, what i do didnt make me think.

wish you all the best for tmr papersss.
i'll still be there to care for you even if you didnt to me alright.
theres one thing i never wanna break this promise;
i'll never leave&let you fall, your all that matters and its your loves i needed.
i'll still be there for you.
LY. nightsss.

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2008-05-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

im sorrry.
please dont be mad at me):

im always a fool to made you upsettt.

being ebullience '

2008-04-29T18:21:00.002+08:00

ohgossh, my hands feelin' v weak, ahaha.

i've finally did that freakin handstand freezin' it for 5 secs, its just gettin' kinda annoyed when i keep tryin' it keeps going down alr :/

&it all started a lil' high&a smile with it(:

okay anywy chinese papers was alright, i hope i'll do it well.

took us 40 mins t compass since we couldnt decided where we wanna go &when the coin wanna predict the answer it seems it went in the drains, tssk there goes my pathetic coin.

Mos &yanmei's being a lunatic for laughin'& the cause its me uhh:D

77th street, omggg everyones being tempted by those tatoos &we brought it even those its fake, ahahaha.

okay, i want a tatooo(: im transforming into an ahlian, ehhh kiddin' la hahaha(:

soso v scaryy, maths papers tmr,

again i hope i'll do it well, still. for you i will(:

i wanna blog in lj!:D

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2008-04-27T19:05:00.002+08:00

heyyyyo, i've finally get to change my blogskin layout for like 3 hours ahaha(:
okayy, i really needa study cause i've been using the com for like these freakin 5 hours.
im super glad i've found my long sleeve button shirt which i've been lookin for(:
PS next time and im sure i'll wear it uhh.

k someone didnt get her bathe yet!
awgossh stinky pig, yeah thats me.

how am i gonna survive living a world with no air;
without someone.
(:

bringin' em' back'

2008-04-26T19:28:00.001+08:00

hellos!:D photos timess(:

this proves im being an 8 legs sotong(;

:D:D:D

anywy, i gonna get my skinnies quick!

sheng is so gonna bring me to LZX shop too okayy:D

hidden truth

2008-04-25T21:04:00.000+08:00

' smile from the brighter side(: '

nutss, im floodin ym conver. mad till the max point uh.

ohgodd, my hands were tremblin soso madly doing that enlgish papers for idkw hahaha.

homed&hougang. i finally get to play that car game which spents my dad bout 200+ bucks on it!(: loveitlovesit.

okay, my arm's being mean): its been creating muscle pain till now,

anywy, i needa mug hard for this weekend, maths, scaryy to the meanyy!

awgossh, think next weekdays is gonna deprive me from seeing girlfriend againn):

baby gaves me calls and shes being oh-so-sweeet(: yahoooo:D

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2008-04-23T23:26:00.002+08:00

hellooo me(:

omgzxz, how nice someone is being naughty &doesnt wanna get a sleep.
anywy i'll get 2 blacky eyes alr la):
okay sleep ohh sleep!

bringin back those sunlights through the citystreets.
bring it back, ohh old citylights, shone it all.

let it be, no let me be

2008-04-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

i dont know whats happening to me, things seems to be going so upside down.
i dont know which sides to leave and not to leave.
i dont wanna see everyones getting hurt because of me.
im lost, somehow.
things is so screwed up, i wish i could just break down and cry.
yess but whats the point. i just have to leave either each side.

im tired, im ver tired. i couldnt take it no more):
just let me be k.
im a failure, i said i'll be strong but i didnt, end up falling down, getting hurt all over.

im really willing to change, please stop crying alr ok.
the phonecall, your voices i really dont like, it keeps hurting me all along):

i do not want emo to take me in,
i dont wanna be the stubborn kid who used to do stubborn things last time.

if its me that i've lost myself,
i just wished i could pick myself up again.
im afraid i would hurt you again.

hidden between this

2008-04-22T16:05:00.002+08:00

school wasnt that great today since girlfriend was ill):
&thenn it feels v ver uncomfortable passin by dearest class without seeing her):
did my IC yst and my photo totally suckss, omgg meany mean face of my mine, hahaha.
ohohh, CJ7 is super adorable(: but still it made me tears, prolly its because cj7 tears too.

okayy my dad is chasing me away noww):

shall edit later

whyy

2008-04-19T23:24:00.004+08:00

'take the leap of faith'

written in the sky tonight

2008-04-19T11:06:00.000+08:00

did 2.4 tdy &was great(: yesss:D
but after all that running really made me trembling so much terribly, dizzyness &those pukin feelin): didnt feel like talkin since im gonna puke any moment.

bused home &took a cold bathe, shiiiok:D
awgossh, i've got no idea what to wear to bugis!

okayyy anywy im feelin v sleepy&tired but i dont wanna sleeeep.
im always naughty yes i knoww(:

i wanna meet girlfriend!
missyouuu):

its meant to be(:

2008-04-18T18:13:00.002+08:00

awful dayyy.
awman, sorry if i didnt get to cheer ym up cause of my mood thats going way too down.
stress is really taking me to a higher level >:(
well anyway, thanks girlfriend for finding my wallet!
haha well, its not the wallet that made me happy but its that precious ring(:

okay,
guess 2.4 shall be alright tmr, somehow!
shall town tmr if possible(:
im feelin freakin sleepy! nap pleaseeee(:

we're meant to be(:
its a miracle i guess?
it shall prove we're never be apart(:
lovesyou:D

the rings thats our love of our life(:

2008-04-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

its 11.51 noww, yess im being naughty again.
didnt know i've had a comment from rhap, since we didnt know each other well enough?
hahaa but bunk shall let us meet then(:
anyway, thanks everyone for your comments&the present!(: <3
most importantly, girlfriend's presents was the sweetest ever still(:
breakies &all those photos made my day, whole:D

school today was funny fun(:
recess was a blastt, i've received waters from them, soso freakin wet haha.
but still thanks ah.
compass&PS with cliques, met lovee!:D

okayy, im going to blog in my lj noww(:

crazyzxzxzx

2008-04-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

omggzxzxz.
nut caseee.
hellooo world a lil' rescue would help i guess.
yanmei is being crazyzxzxzx and shes making me one too.
so i've gotta admit i could get so much more insane than her,
like how everyone did laughing like some lunatic across the streeetz.

yahoooo:D
someone is being naughty and she doesnt wants to sleeep.
and cause shes waiting for 12midngt and getting so much closer to 15th!(:

lets crack the nut yo(:

2008-04-16T21:15:00.000+08:00

POP yst, slow marching made me wanna tears but i did tried stoppin it.
everything was over &everyone started tearings!
but no matter good or bad times, we'll all stand strong &so does guides cliques alright!(:
we have overcome many things &its gonna be a memorable day thats not to be forgotten.
photosss then hougang &met loveee:D had a great time(;
anyway, shall be staying overnight for the POP night, im sure i'll just keep tearings!

PFT tdy! wasnt that great since i've had a bad muscles pain for a lil' while.
had gotten our report slip &im glad to see maths was sure a big improvement(:
chinese lesson, orals. im being naughty &getting scolded by the teacher, hahaha.

anywy, cliques told me some things, againn.
move on okay pleaseee, forget it, espiacially that chalet, just forget it k.
i dont seem to feel anything. that whole night means nothing to me, seriously. \

k, dad is gonna use the com noww.
goodbye humansss(:

babyy your voices kept rewinding in my mind!
im sure i'll like your presentttt:D
its the sweetness that i could findd(:

and entry of this.

2008-04-15T23:34:00.001+08:00

helloooo(:
its time to post another entry into my lj!
girlfriend read it alrighttt(:
cause im gonna post it noww(:

rock on for the ladyluck

2008-04-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

things didnt seem to get on well tdy.
for the case is, my hair which get caught and the cause was my longg tail from the behind looks.
im hating this now, my english marks were fluctuating over&over again, or rather deproving.
i dont wanna go on in this state, i reall wanna mug hard &pass my mye pleaseee,
well i shall thenn.

CPA lesson, totally sucks.
add in those solving equations which i couldnt understand &gaves me a real stress mood.
it sucks so much more than maths, same to the lesson.
toilet &met G, she totally made me smiles, once again(:
thanks Besties for cheering me up too!
sometimes feelin was a lil' high, yet a lil' numb, awgosh idk how to explain anywy.
shall be lookin' foward this sat,
townn soon alright cliques!(:

anywy pop tmr!):
im so so afraid i would tears): even though i tried not to.

for now, im so tired i needa take a nap.

girlfriend you know imu alots, you've got pop tdy,
promise me you'll take care.
ilu(:
sometimes i may be a lil' down,
but its your smiles&you that nobody could ever replace(:
2 more weeks! lovessssss.

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2008-04-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

finally had a haircut! gosh i looked v retarted hahah.
giants @compass and brought my present! -beams:D

anyway, im so so maddd at someone>:(
which i wanna thrash him so badly that i want him out of earth,
that guy who has no rights to call someone that makes me so madddd>:(
i will be meany meann.
i wanna trash him so much terribly &make sure he wont exist in earth againnn.
go far far awayyyyy >:(

its all bout you(:

2008-04-13T03:02:00.000+08:00

ohh baby you just went offline &im missing you terribly now.
love remember dont keep apologising alright(:
cause its not your fault at all dear k.
i wont ever get angry or flare up with you dear cause your all i've ever wanted(:
my sweetest candies ever baby(:
you know, im not only worried bout you but your health too love,
i really dont want anything to happen to you cause your my one and only that i lives for,
and no one else could lovee.

dear you encouraged me to step forward, helped to pick up my confidence back,
and made me feel loved again. i wanna share my eternity with you dear(:
so much that i dont wanna leave you.

i've loves you so much more every single moment of it dear(:

babyy i read the tag!(:
i've melted again love(:
*blowww the worry away*
dont be worry k, with you here everything will be fine(:

i wanna bring you to a paradies,
sadness nor sorrows
just loves, for the both of us(:

shes just like a star(:

2008-04-12T12:03:00.000+08:00

i wonder how my phone went under my pillow when yst i've putted it beside me, hahaha.

must be the cause of my tossing&turning, oppps(:

anywy, i've finally did some self-studying.

shes my everything, like a morning girl

shes my angel up above my world

shes the only who understand me

shes the only one that i want by my side

shes the one i believe can save my life

shes makes me want to be a better person all this time, hey

shes higher than the sky

the suns and moon

shes like a star, like a star

my light, my starry night, cause she shines so bright

she's my angel wings

her voice sounds like an angel sings

the sounds she brings

is so perfect&right

yet precious&rare

that i've love so much.

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2008-04-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

aww im missin someone so much now, ahhh.

you uhh, take care of yourself alright(:
an sms from you blow my mind again(:
you got 2.4 tmr! rest well alright, i dont want anything to happen to you cause your still the spark of my life k(:
you wont ever fall alright, i'll be there for you(:
loves you!
nights(:

someone that i never seem to find of

2008-04-09T23:49:00.001+08:00

girlfriend;
im glad that i've did acc you to compass again too you know(;
cause i really could get to spend times with you again and its so much special to me now(:
never did i get angry with you before baby, not even once(:
cause why should i when your my one and only that could made my world whole?
even though its only a short update of yours it totally melted me once more(:
cause its your loves i've felt(:
you wont lost me dear, cause i'll have you(:
&i love you much more than anyone do, so i'll promise you im gonna hold you tight(:
babyy rest well, ilu(: till forever, you'll still be mine to keep(:

your the beauty in my eyes,
and i could tell its forever(:

save me

2008-04-08T23:36:00.004+08:00

请你原谅我让你难过，

我能给你我的爱，没有做不到。

without you, emptiness thats what i'll have.
never did anyone planted it so much deeper,
a girl like you is impossible to find anymore,
do you know how much you mean to me?
i swore to you i'll never fall apart,
i may have fail sometimes, but i loves you still right from the start.
i'll breathe you in, its mine to keep.

let me be in tears tonight,
its you whom i see, whom i met, whom i love so much.

我要给你幸福，之到永远。

a fool that is, me.

2008-04-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

i really hate this feelin when my asxmas came up @5am causing me having difficulty breathing.
inhaler to the rescue, that is.
thank god hp didnt got confiscated, gosh i would have died without having it.
okayy, im sick of having mangoes alr! being kiasu dad bought freakin lots of it for idkw, maybe cheaper price i guess? hahaha.

backtoschool tmr, another awesome ebs lessons yet we're gonna have(:
uh huhh, that mp4 is so gonna land in my hand, yahooo(:
11.11, i'll never forget(:

ride me into the sweetest paradise
fullest sunflowers of love
i'll bring you along:)

didnt miss it(:

2008-04-05T23:46:00.001+08:00

peace(:

finally could get to sleep with air con going on till morning since mum was not homee(:

shiokkk, hhaha.

seriously i need my freedom back, im sick&tired for stayin home alr la>:(

bunking thats what i gonna do with the usuals one.

stress is taking me to a higher level, for the case that is,

breakdance sesson which i needa learn through everything, since i've got tons of practise to work on but some mean person didnt want it and thats my dad, pissin me off pleasee.

okayy, im feelin sticky &im getting annoyed with myselff,

seriously a cold shower thats what i needed, for now(:

oh baby oh, your so fine so fine you blow my mindd:D

iloveiloveit iloveyou.(:

truth that lies within

2008-04-04T23:16:00.001+08:00

entering hearts of love
through hearts &mind
going through my soul
one mind, one soul
its goes on, till now
you, thats all i've ever wanted
(:

you're the song of my life,
i'll be the melody to it,
love songs thats what im gonna say(:
specials ever(:

babyyy no sadness (:

2008-04-02T20:00:00.000+08:00

finally get to jog for a total of 9 roundss, &seriously my face was burning, yess.

anyway, ym serene hl were wondering how did we became besties!
hahaha sec 2 camp pulau ubin with that stupid freakin insect, gossh how awesome to see a tent flooded by rainwaters! hahhaa.

andd most of all its the most fearful encounters i've had in pulau ubin during that midnight walks in the forestt.
can you guys imagine what it feels being watched by some things thats not to be seen, yeahh.
plp's started cryin as they started seeing things which cant be seen.
oh gossh, geraldine's sound made me wanna cry! >:(
stoping at the ending road &saying theres a super white thing beside me, fuckk hahahaa.
k me for my stupidity and being a coward still lookin round'.
something damm happened, i dont wanna post bout it.

f, i saw a CEMETARY.
anywy, have a super-sqeezy-feelin' for idk when theres only 2 plp pairing upp.
alrightt today's post looks kinda chillin la hahaha(:
the funny part was theres no doors in the toilet! i didnt dare to bathe for the 2nd time alr hahaa.

babyy you just sms me bout your being alone &your sad face!
you make me sad too you know dear,
i'll be your sky(: i'll be yours(: your never alone k(:
theres 3 smiles(:
opps 4 to be exact(:
&it shall mean;
prissiloveyou!(:

lets take the world brings round

2008-03-31T19:40:00.001+08:00

im feelin excited&dissapointed at the same time! hahhaha.

i've accidently gave a baddd scratch to girlfriend hand! damn it how hurt thats what i feltt.
whats more it bled &i reall felt like smashin' myself a million times.

anywayy, courts yst &the mp4 which cost up to 300 bucks caught my eyesss!
gossh how gladd am i that mum is willing to! -beams(:
okayy, i need a camera pleasee hahaha.

todayy's a scary day.
dad came to school &scare the shit out of me by saying 'transfer school', but thank god he didnt.
scaryscaryscaryyy.

G acc me a lil' while for the design things,
was suppose to go compass t take a look at the rings but instead dad's car came out a sudden scaring me againn, wthhh hahaha.
finally, t dress is complete,
but with G she'd made my day completeee(:
talking to her now &we're talking bout fooods.
kay im still craving for that icemilkteaa haha.

i'll be the one, to call you boo.
cause in my heart you'll always fit(:

railway loves

2008-03-30T11:30:00.000+08:00

helloooo humans,

soo yst night had a great time chit-chat with G till 4am!(:

awww, iloveherdrawingsss!(:

anyway, dad was speeding like freakin craze yst night &it scared the shitt outta me.

okay fuckk, i needa go noww.

girlfriend if youre reading thiss im so sorrrry.

dad wants me to go now, dont be sad alright(:

iloveyou(:

this is for you, my dearest deaar;

i'll be with you, whatever it takes(:
with you everything feels right.
sharing laughs&tears,
riding me off my fears,
special moments, special times, forgiving me for lil' crimes(:
even though we're far away, our hearts are warm in every way.

you are what that keeps me going
my empty heart, filled it with loving you.

tonight the world seem so brightt

2008-03-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

the world seem so bright
but theres more in my heart
its you thats being there all the time(:

hellooooo. finally im backk to posting yeahh.
its 10.59, anywy i've promise G to sleep by 11.15 so i shall(:
promises to her shall never break(:
im havin heartaches so much tday but thenn someone blew it away alr(:

dearest;
its going to be 11.11!(:
ohh im so gladd cause im not gonna miss it(:
first thing i did was to check our special blog, &you know whatt,
melted thats what i could say lovee(:
yess, 4month4month thenn oneyear! hahaha(:
its gonna be fasst love,
but our love shall last(: till the end(: i'll be with you(:

the voices of me&youu.
the loves of uss(:

whoa i realised this post is full of (:!
hahahaha.

*bloww P nightmares far awayy* (:

failuree

2008-03-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

imm super annoying nowww.
i could say im sucha failure la.
was suppose to make something nicee for G thats for the letter,
but instead the printer went nuts for idk whyy):
im sorry G):
urghh im v v dissapointed w myself tday.

goodbye earthlings.
i've got no mood to blog bout anything.
till thenn, later.

imissyouuu.

sun kissesss

2008-03-26T19:58:00.000+08:00

shengg was finally back whilee ym was like jumping of joyy hahaha.
andd seriously i lovess sheng specs, thanks for lending it(:

englishh lesson, toilet & (:!
damm hilarious during chineseee!
sheng kept my specs &this was what i've told the teacher bout an xcuse for not doing workk,

me: i cant readd the wordss!
she:wheres your specs?
me:drop it.
she:then how you attend school?
me:by bringin' a binocular! so i could zooom in all the thingss that i cant see!(:

am i being rebellious or what, hahahhaa!(:

acc G a lil' whilee after school.
PP&compasss.
my maid was like spyin' on me like urghhh.
if she didnt i could have mett G.
shes so near me yet i couldnt be with her physically, ahh suckssss big timee man.

anywayy, was supose to have some joggin with girlfriend but cause of rains&timess,
awwww.
haha butt i could see her tmr which meanss smileees!(:

andd its gonne be our one yearr
standing so strong
holding so tight
it never seem to fade
cause its you that bloom, till eternity(:

theres proof so let it be gonee

2008-03-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

be goneeee.

im always thinkin,
am i wrongg or correct?
but now i wanna let you know,
theres proof i've found;
which im not important to youu alr.
and now i wanna let you know,
dont worry for i shall never go to your blog againn.

i'll filled your papers with memories in it,
put them away elsewhere,
where i'll never find it again.

goodbyeee, once and for all.

you know what,
i still feels like a ragdoll, to you.
feeds me to the dump.
someone bring me upp,
made me set high up, once againn.

i never rmb any happiness of ours, but this;
overseas thats what i did, treat me like a fool . lied to me.
hikin day, you never did concern. lied to me again.
2 weeks of ours. lied to me again.
your letter of changing. lied to me again.

it was a mistake to know you.

this's a colourful post,
you know who you are.

upside downn

2008-03-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

todayy was a ver ver sleeepy day.
causee no matter how early i sleptt or howw late, i would still doze off &fall into a deeeep sleep, hahaha.

stayed for the design thingg which i detestt t mostt t most.
i had lots of cheese in my fries which is ver kiasu this i knoww hahaha.
&actually the facts is we never did a single thingg on that clothes &basketball its what we've gott.

compasss& G homeee(:
had a great time even though we had a lil' timee.
but most of all i wanna let her know;
even the most lil' time we had,
the great times that we've spend,
i'll tresure every single moment of it,
its precious&its special,
espiacially with you with youu girl(:

girlfriend&i had a v special blogg of our ownn(:
its filled with sweetness and lovee thats what i've feeled bout'(:
iloveyoubabyy(:

till the end of time,
youre the only one which i wanna loves the most of all(:
lovess youuu(:

happy third monthhh!:D

2008-03-24T00:11:00.002+08:00

hellooooooo:D

itss 12.11 AM now and it marks for ;
happy third month annv(:
ilovegirlfriend!(:

&it takes me to screamm to the whole world
ohh how much i love youu so(;

midnight talks:D

2008-03-23T03:15:00.005+08:00

'smiles of youuu&me,

brings in full of warm&loves'

ohohh, its 3.17 but im still wide awakeee talking to P(:

millions of sleeping humans,

2 special ones are wide awake,

not wanting for anything,

but bask in full of loves(:

anddd theres hearts all over the world tonighttt(:

you shine it all

bring away the darkness

cause its you i see(:

promises to be madee

2008-03-21T23:55:00.001+08:00

concidently G&me online right at t ver samee moment(:
11.11 wishes was great since i didnt miss it tooooo(:
aww golly gossh, good fri reall deprive me from seeing G):
was suppose to catch leap years but failedd cause of the tiff i've had with family.
anyway, things went right alr so it was kinda a relievee.

dammit, i've had a pile of works to do &thats chineseee.
not a ver awesomee hw to do since i needa work on more than 3 chapters,
ahahahaa.
maybe causee my habit of procrastinatingg, yeahh it never dies hahha.

anywayy, sucky feelin that i've had tdy cause of stomachaches,
perhelps the cause of chiliie that i've had too muchh hahaha.

oh oh ohhh,
im missin' P lotsss,
im blowin' myself in your dream laterr&be naughtyy(:
watch outt and whack mee(: hahaha:D

it never did stop fading
forever blooming thats what its gonna do
eternity of love thats im gonna loves you so muchh
till now and forever(:

its not gonna endd

2008-03-20T18:10:00.002+08:00

soo it was quite a bad night i suffered with myself.
i didnt asked for anything,
i just wanted a piece of mind where my family could understand,
what most forth is important to me is none other than understanding.
they beg forth for me to wake up &heed their words,
wanting me to move on for their sake.
do they reall understand what i really want?
they prolly think they knew but in actual fact; they dont.
thanks for being there for me, my special friends(:
especially you my dear(:
for being that one soul whose always beside me still.
you will never be unloved, for i swore i'll do it for eternity(:

cried ver badly yst night till was all weak&numbb.
woke upp with eyes swollen tdy.
i almost did broke down this morning for no reason &idk whyyy.
chinese lessonn, toilettt
&when i saw her slipping moments of tears, it hurts me so damm terribly):
but after cheering her up with the letter, guess everything was alright though,
her smiles that it could be seen again(:
dammit, im being sucha foool yst night,
all i do was to cry on the phone with G):
its not gonna happen again alrightt.
ilu(:

sheng;

thanks for always being there for me(:

your words made me cried yet its filled with gladness.

dont worry bout me alright(:

cause i promise not to do silly thingss(:

the lost cries in the night

found myself alone in midnight

cold air thats what i breathe

darkness thats what i see.

still its you going on my mind

being my everything everything

i'll be with you every night.

I gave my all to youuu

2008-03-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

'moment of fears,

happiness a'round the skyy'

oh golly, this pic reminds me of sitting that super high ridee.

covering full of fears though my cousin was just beside me laughin,

thenn it keep dropping &turning round&round with super awesomee fast speeed.

woww, imaginee that.

hahaha wthhhh, im not gonna sit it again,never never neverrr.

breakfasst @macs with G&her friendd(:

had a great time spending with her again but guesss im being ver quiet?

idk whyy, hahahhaa.

everyones being tall during cpa,

im tryin hard to concentrate well on that tb but my eyes doesnt seem to listened to me,

causee it just keep closing again&again.

but i do know theres friendss to keep me awakee(:

chinese lesson; goodnight 3a! haha:D

aww dammit, mariel sprayed perfume to my facee which made me kinda annoyed la.

keep playing some games with Ym that made uss laughing like madd guys hahaha.

acc lovee for a lil' while after school.

raining was damm heavily.

followed dad,

Tpy, giants,pasirris,sengkang.

okay made me felt ultra tired when going round&round on the road.

butttt im so gladd i could heared her voicesss:D

i gave my all to youuu

your one of my everything

im one of yours

11.11(:

i shall stay strongg

2008-03-17T20:57:00.002+08:00

alright so back to schooool &its like finally that lynn was back?(:
hahaha the same things that she always made me laughh.

it looks like im concentrating reall ver hard for the english lessson,
&im gonna study hard for my ebs(:

compass with G &jack's place for lunched, againn.(:
homeed &all i could heared was grandma's naggin' which is reall annoyin the shit outta me &lovee):
im soso sorry, i never ever wanna let it happen this wayy.
but still theres fri(:

okayy theres art tmr which i detest mostt):
anyway, i loves tues:D

i'll be standing strongg,
no more hiding nor fears,
our love is gonna grow strong(:

tears tears go away

2008-03-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday,
swimming&suntanning at ym condo but the things we gotta suffer was our growling stomach which took us quite a long way to 7-11, well at least i've gotten my maggie which i've been craving for(:
lovee stayed over-night &had a great time spending the whole nights together &slept at 5,
had hiking tdy thenn got super ultra tired, aww dammit how i wish i could carry a car, hhaha(:
lunched @HK'cafe at kovan &kinda had a hard time counting the money which cost up to a total of 90 bucks.
okayy, had a quiet journey back lovee's home.
acc her&homeeed.

wedding dinner was alright, making me ver sleepy & doze off all of a sudden haha.
guess i should blame it on the hikin laa.
anyway, foods were delicious(:
didnt wanted to drink red wine since dad told me to drink it.

erases the tears, draw a smile,
first time, first tears front of you,
im sorry for my words):
thanks love for your warm,
important girl of my life,
i dont ever wanna lost youu;
lovessss .

without you im nothingg

2008-03-13T22:24:00.011+08:00

chalet wass alright, whats fun was offing the lights when nothing could be seeen,

injured my legs lots lots lots times including everyone cause we either fell on the floor or trip over hahahaha.

1st night feelin' was kinda sucky during the night cause im suffering without someoneeee.

ETP for the 2nd day but to our dissapointment it was raining damm heavily but still had some trills rides which i've enjoyed mostt:D

omggg i love high heights, turning round&round haha.(:

anyway, thanks plp for the presents:D

today, compass with love:D

greatgreatgreattt(:

thanks love, iloveyourcookies verver much:D

hearts balloons&neoprints.

whats freakin scary was a balloon popping in front of my face hahaha.

its alright not your fault not your fault k(:

i've read the letter &yesss i cried,

i realise the most important thing,

your the spark of my life which i really cant live without,

without you, im nothing.

with you, your everything.

your my beat my heart beat of,

i dont want you to leave me,

cause i dont want too.

dont cry, cause i will k.

your my sunshine forever,

so does my smiles &me(:

iloveyouu(:

phone calls

2008-03-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

a ver busy day tdy.
i've finally brought the foods&stuffs&all.
damm tiring when carrying a basket walking round&round hahaha.
but its dissapointing that i couldnt get the vodka, tmr i shall(:

had a call from sheng &was damm angry when hearing that,
anyway we shall have plannnns.
thanks guys for the support yeah(:
awesomeee sis that i've had(:

sugar-heart, sugar-heart;
wholeheartedly; forever(:

Love can be so cold

2008-03-10T13:14:00.003+08:00

from: ~~prince~~

hello you,
should i still call you a princess?
i guess im never fit to be your prince,
a palace full of crowns,
instead in exchange for a broke up letter.

i wanna tell you the truth,
cause its someone else,
i cant see you no more,
shes the one my heart beat for.

i dont want you to come back to me again,
move on.
i can never be the prince i used to be.

im sorry.

love can be so cold,
with you with you.

melt it melt it(:

2008-03-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

shall blog for someone special(:

your kisses are still the sweetest,
i could never imagine how deeep i fell in your lovee,
for its you its you that mades me melttt(:

today was totally great(:

oh gossh, i've not bought the foods yet for the chalet,
&thenn tmr gonna be a ver busy dayy i guess.

&it went splashzxzxzxz

2008-03-09T11:58:00.006+08:00

soo fri had sports day,
ym condo was great(:
buttt something damm embarassing happened which i dont wanna talk bout!
hahahaha.

sucha tiring day la,

Ps,cityhall,bugis,vivo.

we have like trained for more than 7 times hahaha.

town yst for the flag day but it seems that we're concetrating on other stuffs instead of asking earthlings to donate moneysss(:

gathering with 3a in bugis street which filled with lotsa humans &i've found a earing which i wanted to buy(:

trained&school&we're late but guess nothing happen.

gosssh, 2 more days!:D

i wanna go her houseee pleaseeeeeeeee,

im gonna try even if it takes me to do everything&anything,

imissyouu):

up & down it goesss

2008-03-07T23:58:00.001+08:00

PTM tdy,
oh golly am i so glad that my english improved hell lots:D
okay, my math marks seems to be fluctuating, dammit i wanna improved &not going up&down like a merry-go-round plsss.

i feel like having sun tanning session during the hols hahaha,
but im afraid my studies have to be put in top priority first,
&the decision wheather to bunk with JEM or cliques.

omgggg, somehow i have a fucking good/bad news,
dad knew all bout my friends who smoke but he did trust me,
aww sucha awesome dad(: hahaha.

someone's taking her beauty sleep again!
we'll meet under her pillows and i'll give her a boo(:
gossh im being naughty laa,
give me another boo yeah?(:
i shall be waitingggggggggggg(:

&i hate sat&sun,
deprive me from seeing youu):

wishes of love

2008-03-05T23:44:00.000+08:00

cant sleep cant sleeeep):

im feelin damm uncomfatable without calling her):
omggg i wanna dig out my heart&wash the hurts awayy.

i keep tossing on my bedd just now,
be it right or left,
i just couldnt sleep&things kept flowing through my mind,
cried but tears dont wanna flow.
smile but i cant):

I'll be that teeny winny green man(:

2008-03-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

'wont go on without you;

i wanna be that lil' tiny green man of yours(:'

school was crappy as usal again,

whats the coolest things when it comes to sleeping in class during MT lesson for 1 hours;

shiokkk(:

sadly my left arm was injured aft having a fight with shaa.

totally crap during cpa, made an 82siao &what peepo were in charge off.

finally had a haircut after school but its dissapointing that i cant keep it that short compared to last year alr, tssk):

hougang&peper-lunch with G(:

'aroused' again uhh, hahahaha.

g.r.e.a.t timee &all:D

oh golly im craving for that donught noww:D

shall be going town this sat for flag day,

not exciting not exciting at all!

someone's having her beauty sleeep now!(:

mann, im missing her soso muchh.

&my faults to cause her toothache, ):

omggg someone pls fist me a hundred times so i could drop out all my tooths.

but just to let her know i'll be her fairy hiding under her pillows(:

i'll be the one to kills all your pain alright(:

&i'll be your pain.

a blastt of terror

2008-03-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

basically i spend times rotting at home yst instead of studyingg, yeahh of course its a relieve that ct were over but still theres like many more hw piling up starting this week alr i guesss);

aunt's house yst to celebrated cousin's 21st b'day.
had vodka absolut with cousin &then we gotten a lil' high causee of the lil' spritee that we've mixed in it.
thenn we're like getting kinda hot cause of that alcohol &end up in a air-con room haha.
looks like brenda&i were in a same situation, nagging is all parents would do &it annoyed the shit outta us haha.
dad's car ard 1+am &sqeezed a lil' with cousin since there were many humans filling upp the spaces haha.
homedd&onlinedd(:

lifestyle for today was eating,playing&sleeping,
yeah it seems like i've got no life at all uhh hahaa.
im glad i didnt miss out 11.11 tonight(:

i could bear all the pains that i suffered,
but not you my loveee,
youre the one&only that i couldnt bear to let go(:

unbearable unbearable unbrearable

the voices of youuu

2008-03-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

the voices of you of you of youuu.

humans as you can seee,
im missing someone ver terribly nowww,
i could just stare up at the sky&not doing anything,
i could just count the stars but instead im replacing that girl in it(:
i smileee instead of crying over the heartaches in my heartt.

pull out my heart, till your backk,
let it hurt, let it pain,
still it fades.
put it in my heart, till your backk.
let it beat, let it flow,
still its you that matters
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

hang up hang upppp the call,
which your voices still hangs in my mind,
you ahh, keep over-flowing through me,
but i love it(:

hugs &kissess

2008-03-01T11:50:00.001+08:00

soo yst was great(:
school was crap as usual,
&anywy i've received like lots of punches&fisting from ym,hl &sheng.
a letter ♥!(:

;gossh im reall sorry i gave a small one
cause im outta paperss
but im willing to be your papers
&no one esle could ever use it(:

rm with geraldine then guidess &im like ver nervous since it was my ver first time teaching sec 1 drills hahhaa.

compass with the usuals&♥ &had pasta, oh so loving itt(:
had icemilktea with ♥ &somehow we're doing an up&down melody? hahaha:D
icecream &acc her homed(: great timee(:

kisses is the sweeetest things,
everyone better agree or im gonna whack them outta earth(:

got tagg(:

A. List seven habits/ quirks/ facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

1)i have a wonderful person by my side whom i cant live without(:
2)i have a fear of eating fish for 10 years till now.
3)i crunches sweets whenever im nervous.
4)i could never maintain my voices when im talking on phone in public. (hahha(: )
5)i can never stop sneezing for once &not even a dayy.
6)i still cant swim well. (tsk how dissapointing la,)
7)i fist into the walls when im like super angryy.

i tag:
1)geraldine
2)jazlyn
3)estel
4)michelle
5)yanmei
6)huiling
7)shengli

1 more weeek!:D

&when i kiss you i still get butterflies years from now,
whatever it takes,
im not gonna break the promise i've made.

My fate.

2008-02-27T00:21:00.003+08:00

My destiny.

played audi(: ;

no criticisms taken to heart,

just fun &laughters &a lil' competition to keep it burning.

ahh depressing la, my files has yet to complete my sastifaction);

omgg sheng &i played fights &its ver funnn(:

did made my mind exploded but at the same time chillss,

what a great sis i've really havee hahaha.

gossh real had a great time bashing her up hahaha.

compasss &bused with ♥ to amkhub while its a ver ver long bus ridee,
idk if its my fault to made her felt ver tired?

suppose to catch ah long pteltd but it ends ver late so ended up having window-shopping(:

i'm wishing that we could have the same thingss together(:

lunch at peper-lunch &its been many months since i ate beef haha.

bused &umm we both started getting aroused? ahahahaha.

readmymindreadmymindd! hahhaa(:

compass &a pic of uss &im loving it ver ver muchh(:

banquet for dinner &guess we ate some healthy foods?(:

acc ♥ a lil' while before meeting mum, homedd.

alright i was looking at some bloggs while i came across this song 'ride it jay sean' .

haha aiyaa idknoww, just dont get any mistake la ahaha.

justt i love that song &that tunee yeahh(;

okay i've got tag by someone but shall tagg it tmr?(:

you took my breath awayyy.

be my warm tonight

&cause i wanna be your warm tooo(:

Loving you for an eternity(:

miss miss missss u

2008-02-26T23:24:00.005+08:00

&i wanna love you soo much more,
let me be your warm tonight.

i hate it when my heart aches &i wanna blow all far far awayy);
i wanna call youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
i didnt miss 11.11(:
but im missing you so muchhh);

dont ever be sadd k,
cause youre the only one that filled my mind completely(:
&cause youre the only one that overflow through my heart completely(:
&cause nothing i do takes my mind off you.
&cause i really lovesss you(:

still important yeahh

2008-02-25T23:15:00.001+08:00

♥;
love ahh loveee,
how could i ever explain how much im missing you right nowww?
i couldnt call you now nor can i sms youu);
i didnt miss 11.11(: there will be again k(:
i cant sleeep, im sorry i didnt listen to you but youre on my mind tonight k(:
nights &sweet dreams &ilu(:

i couldnt let this hello go loveee,
i wanna call you but i bet your lying on your bed now,
your voices stays in my head(:
wan an mingtianjian &woaini(:

happy 2nd(:

2008-02-25T16:32:00.001+08:00

happy 2nd!:D

im suppose to post yst night but instead i called someonee(:
so sat had thinkin day &it was funn(:
met in compass and gave G a bigg bear;
i loves the cookies &the sweets(: thanks love(:

so bused to indoor stadium &had quite lots of photos taking &was greaat!(:
seriously this's my first ride to indoor stadium? haha guess i didnt attend it last year so thats kinda dissapointing?
bus ride home &it was fun too. dinner at kfc in compass &scupture park, ohoh i loves high swinggs(:

acc G homee&hugs&kisses i missthemalll:D

alrightt so yst headed to the newest terminal 3 in airport with cousin &family &its full of humans.
well im ver rough when it comes to eating chicken? haha causeee my food flied to my cousin's plate when im cutting it &gosssh, how embarrasing uh? hahha .
i've did saw a fountain &sis did something super embarrasing shitt that made cousin&me ran to a corner hiding? how retarted la haha .

yayy how dissapointing, i couldnt upload photos in friendsters or hearing music from imeem);
&seriously i need dad's help to fix it asap.

school was alright today, sheng didnt came &i've gotta admitted Lc did went down a bit.
omggg, my phone slipped out during cpa &it made a loud thump, ver lucky that nothing did happen(:
im go glad that i didnt screw up my maths ct!(:
2nd niece gotten doubles mark compared to mine,
Undefeatable mann.

noww ima so freakin hungry that my stomach didnt seem to growl, weirdd.
i wnna catch ah long pte ltd(:
okay sucha wordy post for today.

and after everything that we’ve been through
it still feels right
and I know,
that I can’t picture living my life without you

You hang me uppp(:

2008-02-22T18:05:00.004+08:00

so some bitch went to annoyed our class and the most hilarious thing was everybody started ganging her in the toilet .

so arab street yesterday with class3a for the design thing,
not fun not fun at all. amazingly 1st niece could played the piano reall well but still i loves ♥ songg(:

met ♥ in Cp;
hello youuu(: thanks for the sweeets
but i bet your smiles are sweeter than anything(:
dont be angry alr okayyy(:

acc ♥ home &had a great time:D

‘i plant a kiss on you,

forever blooming never wilt(:'

homed and my full u for guides was in a messs while my badges went missing?
hahaha anyway shall be buying later.

and baby,
you still know just how to Blow my mind(:

[edit/ed]
so brought my full u &tryin to rush home as i've received ♥ msg, but now shes not onlinee &yeah i miss her terribly,
well maybe i shall wait(:
2 more daysss loves(: (:

[edit/ed]
i've finally received ♥ msg for like 4 hours(:
till now, im still gonna wait(:

your so far yet so near .

the teeeeny winnny thingsss

2008-02-20T23:55:00.001+08:00

today's a beautiful dayyy(:
so much beautiful that pages kept me going(:

omgossh, my gastric painn was really killin me during morning but it did heals when all those foods were filling in my stomach.

it really feels soo quiet when lynn not ard during cpa lesson, anyway alexx stills tryin to figure how i've did that magics hahah .
chinese lessons meanss freeee, played 7 upss &i've did a messsy calculation of 7, well including everyone haaha. shengg teaches me how to fight back, end upp my hand was red cause she was twisting over &over againn &i have no idea how to free myself.

RM, canteeen &met ♥(:
i hate guides for tdy causeee someone was shouting &her throat hurtts &it hurts me too, you know who(:
compasss ♥♥♥(:
acc each other back homee,
i miss her warm
i miss her smiles
i miss her shadaow
i miss her &i dont wanna let go.

ahhhh imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouuimissyouuu♥(:
i shall blowww all humans &peoples away,
but not youu, cause you kept me going(:

&there was something sexy bout your voice
anything you say makes a beautiful noise(:
&when i kiss youu
i'll make every second count(:

filled my hearts with loveee

2008-02-19T19:14:00.002+08:00

Fill my heart with loveees(:

so schoool was alright but ladyluck wasnt by my side so apparently i got caught by ft with my fringee again, soso annoying haha, thanks tiger S for the rescue? haha .
english lessson was all bout yeos familyy, and idk whyy suddenly the topic of ours change to 'sex' ahahaha, end uppp Ym &me tio a hit on the head from sheng haha.
PE, had a runn which im ver lazy to do soo, mann such a failure this year compared to last year.
maths tesst, toilet and (: (: (: ♥!

okayyy, todays my mind been filling withh ♥, i kept replacing words with her nameee(:
♥ i miss youu alot today too,
maths test was alright cause theres youu(:

compass ♥♥♥ ;D
PS with cliques &i've brought a bigg giftt for someone ver ver special(:
finish up my maggie in bunk in 2 mins time as everyone is rushing tooo .
bused,rushed,home,onlinedd(:

aweesome-or-not, im gonna bear with my growling sounds &im ver hungrry,
hello heres come a lionn(: haha kidding laa(:

You got my attention at hello
We had this connection that wouldn’t let go
& when i saw youu
girl you had me hooked on that beautiful views

&i promise it wont ever endd

2008-02-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

so dad came home superrr late &i was damm annoyed .
rushed to chalet &saw sheng, lynn &her B walking to pasir ris parkk .
followed &partner with shengg. sat on the beach while listening to those songsss &i almost broke downnn, idknoww why but my heart was damm aching. memories were flowing in my mindd .
chalet, swimming pool &arcade, had heineiken thats brought from dad, shiookkkk(: freakin long since i drink it(:
had poker cards, homedd .

yayyy im so glad that i could onlineeee noww(:

youre not aloneee,
i'll be your everything,
i'll live deep in your heart,

iloveyou(:

and it get us going(:

2008-02-16T11:54:00.002+08:00

First kiss(:

we've had our ups and downs,
but we've always worked them out,
girl am i ever glad we got this far now,
lying here every night,
wishing you were beside me,
cause when youre not here,
nothing feels right,
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you for the rest of my life,
never stop loving &leave you alone;
for this i swear.

Happy V day!(:

2008-02-14T17:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINEEE DAY:D

the best day i had todayy, even though i couldnt spend the times with her but i could felt her warm alr(:
laughed damm lots with cliques since art was ver slacking(:
recessss; ♥♥♥!:D
ver annoyed during pe lesson for idk whyy, N did entertain me for a lil while playing boxingg hahha .
i was supposed to took care of her roses but still it wilted, water pleaseee!
homed &took a short nap but still im so tiredd now .
omgggg, maths ct tml &im afraid i would screw upp haha, better NOT.

'for i promise i'll never leave you alone;

i'll stay deep in your heart'

a beautiful canvas (:

2008-02-13T17:18:00.002+08:00

now i know what it takes to be a stress-killer to N! haha(:

bused to school and guess i look like a panda whose dead yet aliveee,i wanna let the cold waters splash in so i'll have big big eyes:D
tssk, maths lesson were ruined, well everyone didnt expected that it end up like it never did.
i was suppose to concentrate well for the chinese tesst but instead it was so fcukingg noisy i couldnt even think anymore &i only know my brain would exploded in any moment
english test was much better(: finish it all in 10 mins time i guess hahha .
went toilet anddd (: !
okayyy im sucha foool for not going hougang mall today cause i miss a ver big chance laa haha .
i've finally bought a v day's gift for cliques .

guess im gonna be a lil' busy for a short moment &i'll be preparing things for tml(:

i'll be there for you,
be it for the whole day,
cause i'll shine your way through,
&bring you tomorrow

much more higher &
much more deeper(:

fashionnn

2008-02-12T19:38:00.000+08:00

so school was alright todayy
buttt ♥ was sick so im kinda downn tooo; i'll be her medicine(:

RM with cliques after school and went for the design thingg, boreddd .
shall be performing for breakdance during teacher's day i guess(:
i finally could get to learned some of it hahha .
4 more weeks to chalet, haha cant waitttt :D
haha but for more i couldnt wait for V day:D

When you're right here by my side
When you look me with your eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise;
for you &me(:

One for you

2008-02-10T12:26:00.000+08:00

so last fri was alright, not so funn compared to last year .
well certainly everyones growing up now unlike last year.
nowww everyone were talking bout my height, mum told them only boys would be tall &heavy, yeah shes referring to me la but isnt that suppose to be umm common? haha okay idknow .
majong majong majong with cousins for a lil while and playground since its so freakin noisy with music blasting everywhere .
cousin &i talked bout schools uniform since we're in girls school, asking if im in an identity crisis, haha nott(:
some were suspecting me alr, how bout that i dont wanna reveal this lil secret? hhaha .
so home for everybody ard 12+ .
awesomeee, i have eaten so much coconut jelly but didnt seem to have stomache(:

sat was alright, bugis with mum and had pastamaniac(: arcade alone &its soso dissapointing that didnt brought along the car card);
funfair next and won 5 soft toys(: &homed(:

k seriously i gotta study now, shall visit that master with dad &its been so long since i chanted that thailand praying thingss .

I'll be your love, I'll be your light,
I'll never make you feel alone,
&If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow(:

and it stands red (:

2008-02-08T11:33:00.000+08:00

guess i could use my com for a lil' while(:

first thing i saw when i woke up were chairs filling up everywhere, gossh i still needa prepare stuffs more &more hahaha .
&now those foods in the kitchen is making me freakin hungry that is increasing my growling sound tooo, im yearning to eat that king prawn(:
well, probably i couldnt go in either each 3 rooms cause everyone are going to gamble later, even my dad, gossh i wish i could play with him(: maybe my skills would have improved hell lots haha .
k this is so hilarious, i do remember we're all playing ghostbuster with going through different floors and ended up screaming &running like cowards, cause of one person screaming over something and made us run like insanity ahha .

ahhh its 11.33 noww, dad is gonna kills me if i dont get change,
shall continue this post later on(:

anyway, the best part was i did talk to ♥ &she really did made me smilesss(:

CNY (:

2008-02-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

nowwww im so irritated by my fringe &it kepts poking in my eyes .

performance for school tdy ended bout 1 hour time, well i shouldnt attend school today but ft gave us a $2 angpao which was good enough for me to play a x4 ddr games(:
compass with cliques &after muchmuch consideration we decided to change our homeclothes in cp before reaching ps(:
i've finally found a shortcut to Pcb &arcade, alright im so retarted la haha .
idknowww if i should say this but wellll, i saw gay playing ddr, shocked that i wanna say hahha .
putting a hairband plus a skirt, omgggg .
roamed ard in ps &finally bought a gift for ♥ (:
im rlly addicted to that pasta, even YM agree(:
im so kiasu la, added pepper cheese tabbaco &chilli powder tooo hahahaha .
was supposed to trained back home but cliques insisted to play another round of ddr &so we did, whywhywhy am i so addicted to that game? woah idknowww ask my mind people(: hahahaha .
rushed home &went sakura for reunion dinner(: yummy sushis that i could find haha .
homed &onlined(:

how nice i couldnt sleeep now cause of coffee which i drank that contains caffeineeee .
anyway, its 12+ now, sooo happy CNY! :D

I'm gonna tell you that I love you
in the best way that i can
i cant take a day without you here girl
youre the light that makes my darkness dissapear(:

so more &more i start to realise,
i can reach my tomorrow,
i can hold my heads high up,
and cause youre here by my side(:

a wish of a thousand stars, a wish for you

2008-02-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

'sweetness in sunshine;

a kiss from me to you'

i miss 11.11

did nothing much in school today,

im bored with everything, well ♥ not in school tooo, i miss sunshine nowww .

compass &hougang with cliques, ddr did cheer me up a little .

boredom really kills me hell lots, theres fashion design tmr and im afraid we would be late again haha .

oh gosssh, im growing fat la i think): tsk idknowww, cliques said i ate too much for today haha .

okay, my right ear 3rd hole was hurting me freakin much, so much that i wanna close that hole):

k i shall la, ima sucha fool uh .

cant sleep cant sleeeep, ima still worry bout ♥

a million swords &spears

i'll fight my way through

to get you .

hurts &pain shall fade

but you shall stay .

11.11

2008-02-04T01:11:00.000+08:00

its 1.11(:

how nice,
i cant sleep cause im hungry,
i cant sleep cause my hair is not dry,
i cant sleep cause of daddyy >:(
hes so mean la, brought us back home soso late, much more later than i thought .
anyway im eating some tibits now, maybe it will kills my growling sound in my stomach .
damm, im so piss off by my grandma, she keeps calling me FAT each time i wanted to drink fresh milk .
seriously im ver sleepy nowww, but theres still stuff i still needa prepare for tmr .

goodmorning love(:

i'll replace your coldness with my warm,
i'll never let you be cold,
i'll never let you be hurt,
i'll never let you be lost,
i'll never let you fall apart,
cause you've got me .

yeahh you live in my heart;
and you'll always be living in it(:

your the love song i loved to sing

2008-02-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

so right now im so lazy to upload my photosss, guess im too lazy to do anything too haha .
sad thing to found out that sheng had a police case, yeah wondering why do peoples just complain to all that but without listening first, ahh they're being sucha bitch la):
anyway, ours still not close case yetttt, omg cliques dont ever lieee la okayy, big trouble that we're gonna find haha .
yayy guess i could meet all the bunkers on wed(:
urghh i miss JEM): its been 123456 months since we met,
they're always giving me a bang-bang on my head hahaa, how nice michelle slippers flied in bunk, thus i'll never forget those hilarious part(:
oh gossh, fri fri fri, my house going to be filled with lots of humans hahaha .
well not because of red packets la,
but loud music to blast with, laughters to laugh with, delicious food to eat with :D
but one dissapointing thing was that i totally cant get to touch my com): cause of dangerness of my cousins for spoiling it i guesssss .

guess will be performing breakdance for teachers day?
haha okay why why why is it so hard to learn that windmill shittt ,
all it takes is confidence, yeahh(:

you mean everything to me
so much that i dont want to lost you
cause youre the one &only one that lives deep in my heart

i'll pull down a million stars,
i'll blow away everything,
i'll bring down everything,
just to bring you back(:

mend hearts &hands together

2008-02-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

miss the kiss,
i miss your warm that you gave me

i secretly bought my hp to school again without dad knowing, haha .
my blister healed quite lot, yay medicine is effective, well but sometimes it does hurt .
gossh its gonna be a boring day tmr, needa attend school for art till 4+):
but im gonna bring my phone along(:

had guides, everything was fun, but just that the ending was kinda wrong again?
after guides;
compass with ♥!(:
rushed homeeee .

everything is simple &still the same
cause of you, everything became so special
like hearts in hands together
&i wont let go, i breathe &theres yours too
i wanna love you every single day
&thinking of you makes everything much more deeper
i wanna see the sunshine with you
cause i promise i wont leave you alone .

even though its just a lil while of warm that you gave,
i'll remember, i'll carve it, etched it deep inside me .
you knowww, i really love it being close to you,
cause everything feels so wonderful &perfect with you around.

2 more weeks to v-day;
iloveyou(:

blisters sucks ):

2008-01-31T21:09:00.001+08:00

blisters totally sucks .
somehow i can hardly walks &i wonder how im going to run tomorrow ,
&seriously i need a slipper!
anyway, i have neither have an mc nor a letter,
tsk, damm dissapointing .
guess im going to suffered hells lots tomorrow .
ok, i shouted each time my blister touched the floor,
walaooo, soso piss off soso piss off .

just played audi with Allison,
bboy8, deproved lotsssss .
im so hungryyyy that i could even ate 5 chickens, wow(:

changes for the better(:

2008-01-31T19:17:00.000+08:00

omgggg, i wonder how im gonna make it through tomorrow while my feet is hurting

morning, rush off to the axs machine to have my card being top up but it doesnt seem to work, anyway thanks daddy for helping me(:
every recess time cliques would never fail to had their wet hands signature on my back, ahaha .
its really ver ver lucky that mrs wong didnt lock us out the classroom when we're alr quite late during maths lesson haha .

compass &hougang with cliques, had an awesome day
ddr was sure fun &i finally get to play through standard with all those songs(:
okayyy, Ym &my feet were hurting so freakin much, my front feet was swollen while hers its at the back, sooo HL &Serene were being ver ver retarted .
they showed us by walking different ways so our feet wouldnt get hurt, omgg Ym &i were laughing super terribly hahaha .
okay, i still did rush home even though my feet was in real pain, well guess i didnt seem to care(:
seriously i cant even had a proper walk noww haha, i really needa lift up my right feet so it wont feel hurt.

even the greatest pain thats in me,
it wouldnt bring me away,
cause i wanna talk to youuu(:

i so gonna hold you tightly,
iloveyou loveee(:

special things etched in me

2008-01-30T18:20:00.000+08:00

i finally get to step in my house , cause i cant get in when i reach home .
damm piss off, had to suffered outside hahaha .

okayyy, im caught for long hair and needa tied it up, even delia saw it ahhhh .
i kept calling sam a tigerrr, woah her paws is ready to grab me any moment
celebrated miss alvina's birthday and i did smash some creams on her, well indeed she still looks great? hahahaha .
had english, went toilet &ummm (:

hey hey you you;

i wanna hold your hands(:

rush off to compass after school with geraldine to get her haircut .

suppose to have some breakdance but end up not too .

reach school, COH meeting

and and and accompany ♥ home(:

im gonna get more sweeeets next time(:

seriously my audi skills isnt fluctuating anymore, but down the hills it keeps rolling rolling &rolling,

hahaha okay i shall polish on my skills sooon(:

doesnt matter how long will it takes me to accompany you,

cause distance and times doesnt matter to me,

your smiles &you is all i wanted to see(:

&cause youre the one i needed,

i'll sacrifice anything just to be with you,

even for a lil while,

cause you know;

我爱你, 很多很多很多(:

let the good times roll(:

2008-01-29T18:33:00.000+08:00

im so hungry nowww &im craving for cambelles soup(:

gossh i shouldn't took the drowsy medicine, lack of energy i guess .
floorball was changed to soccer, k i almost crash till something &its the light high up in the hall, hahah .
found my secret pal during cd lesson, the name which i found &everyone started talking bout things &stuff bout last year which i dont wanna heared

scars are healed, tears are dried,

everything is gone, &so are you.

5 months;

i threw it all farfaraway.

okayy, caught in the rain and im freakin wet,

RM with cliques and seriously we totally need some chilling haha .

insane is all bout(:

came ver ver late for the fashion design, everything was alright(:

heyy tiger S! everyone do loves you alright! ((:

bused hm when i met someone ver familiar, but theres neither a hello nor a bye hahaha .

loveee, theres something ver special bout youuu(:

your smiles which i loves and kept deep inside me(:

i wish upon a shooting star, a wish for youuu(:

stop, run &drop

2008-01-28T13:11:00.000+08:00

okay, high fever took place this morning and damm, cant attend school tooo ); totally disppointing
fuckkk, grandma kept forcing me by drinking some hothot herbs and end up having sore throat):
now my throat feels so sucky &needa drink lots of waters urghh .
k i feel so bad, was suppose to have ddr with cliques but end up not going, sorrrrry .
sheng told me everyone moods turns down today, even the cliques, gosh i feel super bad haha idknow whyy .
just visited a doc and yes, pills &more pills, hate it .

gonna stay back for the art design tmr &yes its gonna be ver boring .
ahh im feeling ver drowsy after taken the pills, hahaha .

my soul shall still stays with you even if im not around(:
its your warmness thats kept around me(:
even if the strongest wind thats blowing me
i'll risk everything &bring myself to you,
yes youuu(:

nothing would split us up(:

2008-01-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

just had a cold bath, shiiiok(:

school was as usual today
had quite a good laugh with the cliques during recess(:
sheng &i talk bout the chalet which held at last year &its ver ver near to oldchangihospital, haha .
yess everything were filled with laughters, quite freaky though , went changi village at 12, came back &end up losing the way back there with an ultra dark road &lots of tress haha , hmm can see that OCH is damm near to us, didint even dare to step in there while everything is soso dark hahha .

RM with geraldine &A after school, a sunny sun that i could see(: kinda looks like suntanning under the sun , hahaha not!
guides was kinda umm , went upside down? haha idknowww .
anyway, things starts to get better after that
compass with ♥ &allison(: im smiling like craze haha (:
bused home while holding ♥ gift tight tight tightly(:

you mean everything to me,
so much that i dont wanna let go, till now .
youre my one &only one i let inside,
cause you made everything seem so right,
making every moment the perfect one(:
i shall blow stars tonight, to give you eternity happiness(:
nonono not tonight, but every single night (:

happy 1st (:

2008-01-24T21:47:00.001+08:00

happy 1st month anniversary!(: loveslovesloveee(:

seriously i think im having some kind of gastric i guess, stabbing pain thats inside my stomach , gossh im hungry! ahhaha .
i finally get to booked my chalet at downtowneast, cant wait cant wait(:
im gonna get f.a.t, yess fat i had eaten 2 ice creams for today haha .

school for today, things have been like crushing in &out, haha everything was damm wrong,
fighting &quarreling thats what i heard bout, yep .
alright shall stop my school talks(:

i was freakin shocked when 1 uncle tried jumping down the building ystdy &its right beside my block, ahahaha dramatic i guess?
♥ told me not to look down in case umm .. hahha , all i heard was some screaming &siren .
okay, nothing happen hahaha .
im happy, i can eat my dinner now like finally! (:
guides tmr, cant wait!:D

oh oh oh youre so sweeeet (:
i shall blow blow blow my sweetness from me to youuu(:
sweetness shall be around &round youuu(:

roses are red, and so are youu(:

2008-01-23T16:00:00.000+08:00

8 more hours; 1 to 1 month (:

the times we spent; i'll never forget;
your smile is so special that its still over-flowing in my heart, my mind
your sunn smile, yesss thats the way i want you to smile, for your smile is more beautiful than the sun .
loveeeee(: iloveyou(: woaini(:

11.11 shall be the special hour for you &me(:
and every hour shall be the precious hour for you &me(:

letters full of <3 (:

2008-01-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

school was sleeepy today due to lack of sleep, haha alright dad was to blame for bringing us back soso late last night .

i was surfing the web during EBS lesson and found some photos of JEM &me, goshh gave me some kind of nostale feelings(: i kinda rmbr how we're being wet at vivo hahha(:
im like stuffing sweets in my mouth during cpa, sheng told me it looks like some kinda pills? ahha idknoww la
looks like english lesson became some sort of chinese lesson, sheng &i talks all bout chinese &its freakin hilarious :D
had a quick bath and went out with the usuals(: yess, ddr-maniac once again hahhaa .
brought a gift for ♥ (:

okayy, mum had been complaining again that im always procrastinating, ahh this year, not!
quititquititquitit, yesss thats it(:

and it all started on 21/12 for that very special 1 hour(:
till 21/01 , your smiles are still vividly living in my heart ,
while your heart is holding on tightly by my heart(:
even if anything freezes me, burning me, popping me,
i'll never let you go, i'll let you stay warm in my heart,
never let you be hurt(: