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It was quite a bad night i suffered with myself, i don't know what im thinking, i dun know why things are happening to me like this.
i wonder why i've resorted to such a state, as though i asked for it.
i didn't ask for the moon, nor did i wanted the stars,
but all i ever wanted was a peace of mind.
i can't sleep, maybe even sleeping pills won't help, idk.
I'm Hoping for a shining star, dash of light,
but suddenly everything seems to be drifting away.
You're still angry with me,
i can't bring myself to talk with you,
i'm too afraid you'll avoid me more)):
i never start to ask anything now,
you were my voice to speak,
i really thankyou for those days,
which i lost now..
please take good care of yourself when you're away, ima so afraid you won't.
well, do you know whats the most amazing thing about you?
you're the soul of the friend, i realise you always try something for someone,
and if that someone means alot to you, you'll do everything you can.
to make the person better or alright,
that is what i like about you.
i love you being the sunshine in everyone hearts,
but i realise i'm keeping you hidden,
doing something that shouldnt be doing.
it's something i cannot explain,
im fearing i'll lose you)):
i hate it when you're sad, when you're angry,
i dun wanna be your heartbreaker,
and i won't mind if it comes to me being hurt.
i love what is called everything about you.
there's nothing i want you to change,
because everything is you,
the you that i like so much.
1/11, loneliness taking over me, your smile for they brighten it again more than any other thing that could do. just like my spark of life that i cannot live without.
you give me the line to continue hoping,
you gave me a hand when im in despair, youre always there for me.
i know you'll never be the one i want,
i just wished you'll be another happiest girl,
i really wanna do something for you, is to bring you away,
because i wanna give you happiness.
You're still angry with me )):
You're still avoiding me )):
You're still keeping away from me )):
and the silence took between us )):
i just wanna talk to you, like how like it use to be, will it happen? please make it))):