soo it was quite a bad night i suffered with myself.
i didnt asked for anything,
i just wanted a piece of mind where my family could understand,
what most forth is important to me is none other than understanding.
they beg forth for me to wake up &heed their words,
wanting me to move on for their sake.
do they reall understand what i really want?
they prolly think they knew but in actual fact; they dont.
thanks for being there for me, my special friends(:
especially you my dear(:
for being that one soul whose always beside me still.
you will never be unloved, for i swore i'll do it for eternity(:


cried ver badly yst night till was all weak&numbb.
woke upp with eyes swollen tdy.
i almost did broke down this morning for no reason &idk whyyy.
chinese lessonn, toilettt
&when i saw her slipping moments of tears, it hurts me so damm terribly):
but after cheering her up with the letter, guess everything was alright though,
her smiles that it could be seen again(:
dammit, im being sucha foool yst night,
all i do was to cry on the phone with G):
its not gonna happen again alrightt.
ilu(: