i dont know whats happening to me, things seems to be going so upside down.
i dont know which sides to leave and not to leave.
i dont wanna see everyones getting hurt because of me.
im lost, somehow.
things is so screwed up, i wish i could just break down and cry.
yess but whats the point. i just have to leave either each side.
im tired, im ver tired. i couldnt take it no more):
just let me be k.
im a failure, i said i'll be strong but i didnt, end up falling down, getting hurt all over.
im really willing to change, please stop crying alr ok.
the phonecall, your voices i really dont like, it keeps hurting me all along):
i do not want emo to take me in,
i dont wanna be the stubborn kid who used to do stubborn things last time.
if its me that i've lost myself,
i just wished i could pick myself up again.
im afraid i would hurt you again.